圣诞节快乐啊~Merry Christmas~

今天还真是佩服自己。。昨天下午6点多跟朋友去打保龄球。。然后走夜市。。直到10点我们去锦胜家开派对。。玩到1点多2点这样。。然后我们在kah meng家渡过到4点。。然后走路出去喝茶吃东西5点多。。再去打机1小时多。。从6点玩到7点。。一个圈咯。。厉害厉害。。现在的我真的是超级累。。好想睡觉哦。。。可是今天真的好有纪念价值哦。。。因为今年的圣诞节是我们中学生涯的最后一个圣诞节。。要踏入社会咯。。又或者是读书。。人生另一个旅程要开始咯。。努力啊^^在此祝大家圣诞节快乐啊。。要健健康康哦。。

today is my SPM last day^^

walao... happy lo... my SPM is finish adi... want fly liao... next week is prom so nervous ah... hahaha... not nervous go the prom is the clubbing... dono my mommy give me go anot... this morning 8am until 1pm is my chinese paper exam.. haha... sad adi... so hard...wanna cry ya~ after SPM me with my friends go carrefour playing bowling.. hahaha... kah meng is loser ah... later she saw this blog i think she will kill me...^^n then our all go pasar malam..happy~ at here i want thank kah meng... kim seng n elaine.... their give me a suprise for my birthday... wakakaka.... really 'kam dong'.... now i tired... dunwan write lo... so... stop here lo... bye ya^^

PC ｆａｉｒ ［Ｄｅｃ １０］

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今天~是我的生日^^7.12.93

今天是我的生日。。在面子书上有很多人祝福我快乐。。真的很谢谢他们。。。信息呢也有。。谢谢我的姐妹们和兄弟们。。。爸爸说带我上云顶玩。。我说不要。。因为这个星期我很忙。。要考试要做工。。不行。。其实我还蛮想去的。。爸爸就说那晚上带我去吃西餐。。好爱哦。。又要肥了。。哈哈哈。。。现在还很早。。所以我不知道今天会不会很精彩。。但是就算是很简单。。我也很开心。。有朋友们的祝福。。爸爸妈妈的心意。。简简单单的也很开心。。因为生日每年都有。。庆幸自己平安的度过了一年。。。健健康康就好咯。。。后天要考试了。。我朋友都在前一天说。。明天我生日。。没出去玩吗。。我说不得空。。况且没人叫我出啊。。哈哈哈。。没关系啦。。有人记得自己的生日就很开心了。。况且记得的又不止一两个。。所以更加要开心啊。。在这里我祝自己生日快乐。。健健康康。。希望今年的这个月是个很精彩的月份。。


谢谢我的家人们。。姐妹们。。兄弟们。。朋友们。。谢谢你们的祝福^^

心情超级坏~

我现在的心情真的很坏。。不知道为什么很想哭。。但是又哭不出。。被憋在心中的那种滋味。。好累。。朋友打电话来。。我也很敷衍的回答。。还不小心说出令朋友无趣的话。。我还蛮喜欢夜晚。。静静地。。令我觉得我安静。。觉得头脑清醒。。属于一个人的空间。。在做自己想要做的事。。我常常在夜晚独自一个人想事情。。想自己。。朋友。。家人。。所有有关我的一切。。人事物。。或许你们会觉得我自己在胡思乱想。。可是我觉得夜晚才是我思想最清楚的时候。。我不是乱想。。只是我所有的心情。。都可以在夜晚发泄。。开心。。不开心。。都可以表现。。我时常在人群中表现我很开心。。其实我很多不开心的事都是独自一人的面对。。我害怕下次再次遇到会令我情绪发泄。。所以我会在夜晚里。。在房间独自的想。。很难过时。。想哭时。。就会好好的哭一场。。这样会令我舒服。。有几次。。我和要好的朋友聊天。。我问他们。。我给他们什么感觉。。他们都说我好像没烦恼。。天天都很开心。。所以我明白了。。我多不开心。。在人群中我会表现若无其事。。又或许静静地呆着。。也可能表现的开心不介意。。。有时我的不开心会让我的朋友们消化掉。。他们的欢乐盖过我的忧愁。。我就把那不开心的事自动的忘掉了。。我一直以为家人最了解我。。但是我慢慢的开始觉得。。他们只是了解我的外表。。比起我很要好的姐妹朋友。。姐妹朋友们还了解我内心的想法。。虽然不是完全的了解。。但是比起家人。。他们懂我更多。。虽然我这样说让我觉得很大义不道。。但是这令我觉得是这样。。爸妈常说我怎样怎样。。但是他们根本不明白我为什么这样做。。我想的吗。。我只是想让我的悲哀减少却又不会伤害到别人。。所以才这样啊。。可是他们根本不明白。。我不是在抱怨父母干嘛干嘛。。只是想要他们信任我做的每一件事。。不要一定要问个原因。。不要一定要给个评论才觉得我做的事是错的。。不是。。。完全不是。。如果再这样下去。。我会发疯。。会让我觉得家里不开心。。我不否认家人是最开心的原动力。。但是如果让我失去了这个想法。。。我想我不知道会变成一个怎样的人。。冷漠无情吗。。还是令人火山爆发的导火线？？我常常在夜晚思想这些你们觉得无关紧要的事。。因为我一直努力的在你们面前表现我优秀的一面。。我不想被人看不起。。不想被人贬低。。不想被人伤害我的自尊心。。我由小到大。。我被人语言上的伤害不少。。也不是说很多。。 可能我不开心的是对很多人来说。。只是小事一件。。我为什么要为这种小事而难过。。。可是每个人的烦恼都不一样。。每个人的生活不一样。。出身在不同的家庭。。我的烦恼。。我的不开心。。对我而言是我最介意的事。。。我曾经几次在静静的夜晚。。独自的大哭。。我觉得好舒服。。感觉烦恼。。悲哀。。都哭出来了。。那一霎那。我感觉得到我烦恼抛空。。累累的睡意。。带我进入梦乡。。我应该是第一次在我的部落格写上我悲哀的心情。。。把我一直以来想说的事都写出来了。。。因为这里我的家人不会看到。。。我的朋友也不会注意到。。。所以我想把心情写上来。。。。我不想让我的家人知道我现在的心情。。。原因是什么。。我一时也很难知道自己在想什么。。。因为现在那悲哀的坏心情。。。让我只想找个地方发泄。。现在的我是在哭不出来。。。憋在心中真的好累。。。好辛苦。。。只好把心情发泄在部落格上。。。我的部落格上来浏览的人数寥寥无几。。这令我还蛮放心。。就算上来浏览的人都只是过路客。。陌生人。。我实在很累。。把心情打出来的感觉真好。。。至少没那么沮丧了。。。哪怕只有那么一点点的释放。。我也觉得足够了。。。。。。。

The end day of SPM is soon

more two week want finish the SPM adi... so fast o... next week only one day got exam.. i don't we all is SPM student anot... after SPM also want go playing boiling.. walao... hahahaha... don't i can pass my SPM anot... i think can ba..haha this two week i will try my best geh~^^ gambateh o...

SPM

Tmr is SPM already... wao~ so fast... haha.. i will try my best for my SPM... good luck for all SPM student.. gambateh o~ i know u all can it.. ^^

take some pic with my sis

- myself -
- me & sis -

Today night go dinner back home with my sis take some pic at my room... haha... nothing la.. just come here lame lame geh... give u see today night's pic^^

黑斑蚊

前天。。我例常在家看戏。。傍晚时候。。就会去喂鱼。。然后浇花。。但是喂鱼时。。亲眼目睹一直黑斑蚊叮着我的膝盖旁。。我愣了一下。。想说确认是黑斑蚊吗。。在愣了一下的时间里。。可以说是只有两秒钟。。我确定是黑斑蚊。。想打死它的。。“它”好快~。。赶快起来回屋内洗脚搽药膏。。但是还是肿了一个小小的蚊子叮。。痒痒的我却不敢瘙痒。。好怕我真的中了骨痛热症哦。。因为刚好这两天我有那一丁点不舒服。。过几天看有征兆出现吗。。希望不是咯。。【黑斑蚊真的是黑白分明得好清楚哦。。一眼望下去就看到黑白的蚊子。。不用注意看都可以看得很清楚。。】不是开玩笑哦。。不知道黑斑蚊清楚的长相的朋友们。。黑斑蚊真的好容易看。。所以看到自己被蚊子叮就赶快打死啊。。不要像我那样还要看个清楚。。花了两秒钟。。所以在这两秒被咬了。。【应该咬不深吧。。我可不想中骨痛热症啊】。。好奇心重。。真是会害死人。。以后不敢了。。T.T

Eugenia happy birthday ya~

22.10.2010 friday is eugenia birthday... that day our go out celebrate her birthday... eugenia la..me... stella... yoke yoke & yet ni lo... happy la... morning go timesquare & sg wang gai gai... actually is buy prom shit.. nvm la.. also can gai gai together ma~afternoon back sri petaling sing k... got more ppl coming.. kah meng they all lo... want finish before 2 hour... steven & wai hoe coming here sing k together... so funny lo... around 8 o'clock wei jie they all... also got steven & wai hoe n our go carrefour pasar buy BBQ thing... and then go stven home outside's BBQ... i can't say too more adi.. so is like that lo.... can say is so feng fu... ahha...wait ya...around 10 o'clock eugenia go next round lo... only our at there lo.... guys~~ u know finish is what time ma??? let me tel u... 3 o'clock like that... is am o..wow... good lo that day... i reach home is 4 am liao lo..aiya ... really so ''early'' lo~~~hahaha... anywhere~ i stop at here la....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YA~EUGENIA.... HOPE PRETTY... HEALTHY & HAPPY FOREVER O~


[forgive my english XD]

Aiyaya~

halo...everybody...i'm so sorry ya.. i really long long long time no reanew my blog ady... because i very lazy to wrote o..hahaha...forgive me... actually i got many day is a special day... i will come in here renew my blog... but really lazy..hahahaha.... so today i hardworking abit la.... come here renew my blog lo.... SPM is coming soon...i know myself... can't pass my BM n more de la... only can take credit maybe la... is BC lo... but i will try my best... i also know my english so bad.. but i will GAMBATEH~~haha.....ok la.... nothing can say liao...bye bye lo~~ night ya^^

Wai Mun Birthday~[02.09.10]

Happy Birthday to wai mun[amanda]...hope happy & healthy forever o~
we celebrate at [糖黏豆】。。so happy ah... there food also yummy.... i want eat again... we go before... we go secert recifie take the cake... is kah meng give wai mun's gift...so expensive loh.... erm.... maybe is RM75 around...wao!! the cake also yummy too..but kah meng don't like... so i eat two amount...wakaka...they got celebrate one more time is go dono where's neway sing k.... i dunwan go lo... cause want use so many $$$$... i'm so sorry o... wai mun~

饥饿三十营~

21/08我有参加饥饿三十营...真的可以学好多东西...也认识很多朋友...我已经参加过了...只是每次我都觉得好开心哦...但是要大家做到的 是...真的要珍惜现在身边的所有...说真的我们很幸福了...看到他们没有食物...没有干净的水...真的觉得他们好可怜...我们有水...有食 物还要计较好不好吃...而且还要浪费...真觉得有点惭愧...我们在营中有玩点游戏...就是体验贫穷孩子的生活..我只是在游戏中就觉得很可 怜...没有庇护所..没有安稳的日子...何况那些真的是在过这些日子的孩子们...饥饿三十要带给我们的讯息是要珍惜所有...和出一点小小力量来帮 助这些需要帮助的孩子们....因为不是每个人都像我们那样...出身在比他们好的家庭里..就算是小小的援助...集合大家的小小援助...也可以变得 大大的力量...让我们大家"为孩子们打造无贫城市...light up their life"
22/08就是饥饿三十的倒数活动...有爱 心大使"张栋梁"....和多位艺人们...还有多位DJ们...我们的筹款数目这次达到1.5million....世界宣明会会将筹款捐到需要帮助的 世界各地....还有还有大家看南非足球赛的时候..不要忘了南非还有需要你们帮助的孩子们....当然世界各地也是....请大家珍惜身边所 有...^^

daddy~happy birthday...

14/08 happy birthday to my daddy.... hope u happy & healthy forever~
爸爸...生日快乐....你要永远健康哦...我爱你..爸爸...^^

PC Fair[start-finish]

aug 2010 PC Fair i got with my friends go do part time.... really happy ah... n can contract friendship... my company brand is sensonic... got many leng lui o~ hahaha.... there working's jie jie so good o.... anyway .... PC Fair give me a feeling is tired but happy^^...pic i will upload for u all guys see... now my com so let... paisei o~~

Bon Odori~^^

that day so happy ya... don't know how to say.... we go BON ODORI.... erm..... like japan 1...haha... so so so many people lo.... we got 3 to 4 bus go... different school 1... wah... until now i also so miss that day lo... bon odori ya~ we all promise adi next year will wear japan shirt go one more time.... wakaka.... i upload pic for u all see ok... ^^

食物中毒~靠。。

没想到。。我也有这样的一天。。竟然。。。食~~~物~~~中~~~毒~~~。。。现在的我。。才发现。。原来食物中毒是很辛苦的。。。发烧。。头痛。。泻肚子。。全身骨痛。。没力。。烧到都快晕了。。唉~惟有以后小心点吧。。。只是吃药我就可以卦了。。一天以内吃了十八颗大小的药丸。。。敏感都来了。。。谢谢朋友们的关心。。最感谢爸爸妈妈。。。不停歇的照顾我。。也很对不起。。。爱你们噢~

Mei Fui~happy birthday

3.07.2010 happy birthday to u.. mei fui... this day is mei fui birthday.. we go gai gai.. firstly we go the mint... and then we at the mint buy KFC & cake go mei fui home... at mei fui home outside celebrate... next round then go bowling... that is whole day lo... hahahaha

happy birthday to CY

930627 is chee yong birthday....happy birthday to chee yong...
hope u more rich ah~ because can invite me eat & drink.... wakakaka...
just kidding lo..... hope u happy n healthy o~
want remember me ah....

happy birthday to mei kee~

[happy birthday to you... happy birthday to you... happy birthday to mei kee... happy birthday to you...]
hope u happy & healthy everymoment...
want remember me this 9 year already's friend forever o~

2010 larian - we last year

today is SMK SERI SAUJANA 2010 larian.... we F5 is last year lo... so i got go... is good n healthy... but i i run no ling time then stop lo... cause the 8 po yeing... hahaha... at near by bus stop there be giddy... no use... wakaka... then i with my friend acc her walk back school... my more friend got take a medal... so good.... yao wei is whole school num 1.... congratulation~ after school i with pei man go zone x..... we long time go one time only... haha....

My cutie nephew~

This cutie baby is my nephew.. cutie right... call him shun ye...haha..we call him yeye & cow boy... wakaka...

Sushi~

This sushi is cooking by me... beautiful le... hahaha.. paisei ah... i try it adi... i think is yummy la...haha... not a first time make sushi lo...^^

Thailand~

this shoes is buy for my cutie nephew~10 may we go thailand... haha... so that day i no go school... we got a relative live at there.. go there pay a visit to them... also go travel... first day.. ofcause is just reach thailand lo... no go where... second day... we go pattaya play & gaigai... there so prosperity.... hahaha... 7pm around we go see the "ah gua" show... aiyaya... "ah gua" beautiful more then girl.... hahaha... next round is dinner... third day... morning... we go there pasar pagi..haha...so cleaning... not like here...& then me... sis & my auntie go shopping.. my mom & dad go massage... like that is a whole day lu... four day.... we go bangkok "shi zhong xin" shopping... wa~ buy so many thing lo.... wakakaka.... happy ah~thailand's things really is so cheap... back kl i go sg wang see see.... can't compare lo... night... we got next round... my relative fetch we go "beer house"... under 18 11pm want come out... haiz.... only me & my sis is under 18... paisei la.... cause after 11pm got police ...hahaha... inside's food yummy & special... got show can see ne... last day... want back malaysia lo.... i not yet satisfy le... haiz... nvm i will go next time de... wakakaka..

Brother Soon Birthday~^^

10 May monday is my brother birthday~ at here i say HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU... i dono is who buy cake n dono is he birthday... come back he friends also is my friends just cal me come to celebrate he birthday... the cake so beautiful o... yummy also...^^ wei hoe give him a present is 100plus.... ofcause not just 100plus la... inside got something de... then my brother Oo!!!! lo..... he always say dun play this thing... mean is 100plus inside that thing lo....

Party for Encik Raja...

surprise ah~ teacher...
wow~KFC.... yummy~

排排做..吃KFC...好吃~see what????truly.. got a trousershang up at the beams n pillars..hahaha

Encik Raja is we sivik teacher... next month he no at we school teaching adi... we make a party for him.... so rich 1... but nvm la... last year lo....^^.... we booking RM198 KFC ... next day bring to school....got champagne... coke ah.... maybe got 10+ bottle... teacher want marry lu..... CONGRATULATIONS~~